sigh.... what's going to happen next i wonder... first, a misunderstanding between best of friends occur... without knowing what really happen 'A' just jump on conclusion... was really shocked because it was not her nature to do so.... kinda sad and really hoping this issue will be taken care off soon...
next, 'B' misinterpret the message... sigh... hope the newly blossomed friendship can endure this hardship and unforgiving situation that seems to tear apart the very fabric of bond between us.... sigh...
how can these things happen??? at the same??? sigh... what's going to happen soon??? i seriously don't know...
lastly, dearest teacher got transferred to the bitter rival school... what's up with that??!!! i mean, seriously....
never felt this trapped, depressed, useless and frustrated... :(
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
03/01/10
sigh... been months since i last updated this page... anyway, onto the topic...
its been a month since the SPM ended and i just came back from a 9 days trip around the east coast of mas... currently i'm not doing anything even though i really want to work... nevertheless, luck is not on my side and my parents object that desire and cut it out... oh well... haha...
went to Bukit Tinggi... damn cun... really worth the time and energy i've spent... wish i could go there again... haha...
other than that, i also went to Terengganu and manage to had one night in Seri Malaysia hotel... although the room is small considering there was 6 of us, it was an enjoyable experience... haha...
after spending 3 days at Pahang and Terengganu i head back to Kelantan; my kampong... it was boring coz most of my couz were not there but somehow it was very peaceful with no babies and small kids crying and thumping on the wooden floor of the house... haha... very nice...
and so that concludes my elusive experience of travelling... sigh... currently back in Ipoh... school is starting tomorrow and i'm not going... lol... its been a weird experience after the SPM exam... the day after SPM i sat on my bed and took out a book... then i stop and think... i just realised that SPM is over and there is no need to study anymore... laughed at myself... haha... really weird... same thing happened to my frens... looks like studyin have been our way of life during the exam period and prior to that...
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NS has started... lots of my frens went and more will follow them tmrw... i still remebered how thrilled i was when i discovered i was not one of the 'lucky' ones to get sellected... haha... evenso, i'm bored now and i'm thinking that it might not be a bad idea after all to be sellected... i'm actually wanting to go for PLKN... ugh... this sucks...
but for the next 3 months i'll be missing my frens... no hanging out in this 3 months... ugh... could this be any worse??? anyway, good luck for Andrew Tan, Diana Jefri, Ian Chow, Lai Wai Seng, Desmond Choo, Marcus Ng, Rachel Tan and so on... lol... hope u guys actually enjoy it and able to tell the experience to those 'unlucky' enough to not get sellected... haha... persevere... it might not be as bad as it rumoured to be... haha...
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Plans after SPM??? a lot... but. . . . haha... me and my frens planned to go on a trip to Genting Highlands once the exam was over and after they get their driving liscence... guys??? izit still on?? i dun think so... most of my frens are either off to NS or too busy working that they would be so tired afterwards that they would actually ignore the msg they recieve... well, can't blame them... haha.... i'm sure its really tiring working 10 hours a day 6 days a week... at least one of their plan came about... pity me... none of my plan seems to work... working?? tried... Hols wif frens?? dun even think bout it... hanging out wif frens??? seems to fade away... sigh... is this the kind of life high school graduates face??? i dunno and i really dun care... all i care about is to find something interesting and within my limited range to really occupy my free time... hopefully a new, interesting game will come out... RPG.. or adventure perhaps... anything as long as it has a good, long gaming hours... haha... oh ya... talking bout games, this evening i went to my neighbour's hse and get a hand on the ever so popular 'PS3'... haha... turned out to be its just like any other game console... ntg much... in fact just like a PS2 with some added features that really doesn't lift thhe console to greater heights... and the worst thing is they are not selling the 'fat' version anymore... so that means anyone buying a new PS3 will not be able to play it throughout the night... too bad... oh well, it seems that i wont be spending my money on this contraption anymore... haha...
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my life after SPM is... well lets put it this way... Unexpected and expected at the same time, dull, idle, boring, frustrating and heart crushing... juz look at this post... its turning more and more like a novel... with sections and all... ugh... this is the worse... its currently 5 mins due 12... i've been writing and thinking about this blog for half an hour already... gosh... din notice... haha... see, unexpected... lol... alas, i should really stop here... leave things on the next post... lastly, good luck to all my dear frens... enjoy yourselves on this once in a lifetime experience... embrace it always, escape it never...
-chow-
its been a month since the SPM ended and i just came back from a 9 days trip around the east coast of mas... currently i'm not doing anything even though i really want to work... nevertheless, luck is not on my side and my parents object that desire and cut it out... oh well... haha...
went to Bukit Tinggi... damn cun... really worth the time and energy i've spent... wish i could go there again... haha...
other than that, i also went to Terengganu and manage to had one night in Seri Malaysia hotel... although the room is small considering there was 6 of us, it was an enjoyable experience... haha...
after spending 3 days at Pahang and Terengganu i head back to Kelantan; my kampong... it was boring coz most of my couz were not there but somehow it was very peaceful with no babies and small kids crying and thumping on the wooden floor of the house... haha... very nice...
and so that concludes my elusive experience of travelling... sigh... currently back in Ipoh... school is starting tomorrow and i'm not going... lol... its been a weird experience after the SPM exam... the day after SPM i sat on my bed and took out a book... then i stop and think... i just realised that SPM is over and there is no need to study anymore... laughed at myself... haha... really weird... same thing happened to my frens... looks like studyin have been our way of life during the exam period and prior to that...
*************************************************************************************
NS has started... lots of my frens went and more will follow them tmrw... i still remebered how thrilled i was when i discovered i was not one of the 'lucky' ones to get sellected... haha... evenso, i'm bored now and i'm thinking that it might not be a bad idea after all to be sellected... i'm actually wanting to go for PLKN... ugh... this sucks...
but for the next 3 months i'll be missing my frens... no hanging out in this 3 months... ugh... could this be any worse??? anyway, good luck for Andrew Tan, Diana Jefri, Ian Chow, Lai Wai Seng, Desmond Choo, Marcus Ng, Rachel Tan and so on... lol... hope u guys actually enjoy it and able to tell the experience to those 'unlucky' enough to not get sellected... haha... persevere... it might not be as bad as it rumoured to be... haha...
*************************************************************************************
Plans after SPM??? a lot... but. . . . haha... me and my frens planned to go on a trip to Genting Highlands once the exam was over and after they get their driving liscence... guys??? izit still on?? i dun think so... most of my frens are either off to NS or too busy working that they would be so tired afterwards that they would actually ignore the msg they recieve... well, can't blame them... haha.... i'm sure its really tiring working 10 hours a day 6 days a week... at least one of their plan came about... pity me... none of my plan seems to work... working?? tried... Hols wif frens?? dun even think bout it... hanging out wif frens??? seems to fade away... sigh... is this the kind of life high school graduates face??? i dunno and i really dun care... all i care about is to find something interesting and within my limited range to really occupy my free time... hopefully a new, interesting game will come out... RPG.. or adventure perhaps... anything as long as it has a good, long gaming hours... haha... oh ya... talking bout games, this evening i went to my neighbour's hse and get a hand on the ever so popular 'PS3'... haha... turned out to be its just like any other game console... ntg much... in fact just like a PS2 with some added features that really doesn't lift thhe console to greater heights... and the worst thing is they are not selling the 'fat' version anymore... so that means anyone buying a new PS3 will not be able to play it throughout the night... too bad... oh well, it seems that i wont be spending my money on this contraption anymore... haha...
*************************************************************************************
my life after SPM is... well lets put it this way... Unexpected and expected at the same time, dull, idle, boring, frustrating and heart crushing... juz look at this post... its turning more and more like a novel... with sections and all... ugh... this is the worse... its currently 5 mins due 12... i've been writing and thinking about this blog for half an hour already... gosh... din notice... haha... see, unexpected... lol... alas, i should really stop here... leave things on the next post... lastly, good luck to all my dear frens... enjoy yourselves on this once in a lifetime experience... embrace it always, escape it never...
-chow-
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