This will be a short post buts still a very important post...


Ok, on my way back to Puncak Alam ( almost an hour ago ) while I was entering Rawang there was an accident and I was a live spectator... It was so sudden and yet so dreadful on all level that my dad, my sis and I got words stolen from us... It was an old version of Kancil and there was a passenger... It happens like this; the car was speeding, the next thing you know it made a sharp turn to the left and banged into the 'tembok'... Upon impact, the car flew around 4 meters vertically upwards after making a 180 degree turn... All 4 doors were open spilling out the load the car including the passenger... We couldn't stop to give the poor man a helping hand since we were on the right lane and stopping would be a bad idea... There was a red Kancil behind the crashed car, luckily it wasn't speeding... If not, the man wouldn't survive because he might get hit by the Kancil... I know you ppl might not be able to imagine this... But just think back of the car crash in the Hollywood movie and times 10 the scary factor...


We suspect that the driver was feeling drowsy... So my advice, don't you even dare to drive when you're feeling sleepy... Get someone else to drive... It could have been only you, but it could easily been you AND your family in that situation... I'm pleading, PLEASE drive safely and check the car before going on a trip somewhere...

Holiday ver 2.0

Hmmm, been a while since i visited this page and post an update... Anyhow, this is it... Updates time...

This week has been a blast for me... I came back to Ipoh for the CNY holidays and loved it... One thing that is hard for me to oversee is that I didn't study at all these 4 days... But, I take it as a brief retreat before the storm that has been brewing up ahead... I'll have my finals in a month plus time, scary~~... Thank God that my lab work are all done so I don't have to worry about rushing it later on... 

So, as we all know, CNY is here (still??)... Everyone seems to be in ultra festive mood which is pleasant to see... CNY party here and there, I've received and invitation myself but sadly have to recline the offer... I wonder how much ang pao I would get if went to the party... Hmmmm... On the CNY day, I've feast myself on the iconic lion dance and not forgetting the ear stinging sound of 'mercun' exploding rapidly... It was nice watching it since obviously we didn't get to watch it all year round... Something new, something refreshing for the start of another Lunar New Year...

Moving on, 2 days after CNY iiiiiiisssssss ( drum roll ) My Birthday!!! Wooohhhooo!!! haha... Well, I had a simple and humbling celebration with my family... Bought a Secrete Recipe cake, and giving a generous portion to my neighbour... Chocolate Indulgence... Very nice and chocolaty... Try it sometimes and you'll ask for more... haha... A lot of ppl wished me through Facebook, smsed me and some wish me face to face... Regardless of the way you ppl wish me, know that I take every wish with open arms and millions of 'Thanks' goes out to you thoughtful friends... Some wished me in ordinary ways, some praised me ( sarcastically???) and some goes as far as writing a poem... That really touches my heart... Thanks alot guys... There were some that smsed me, sorry if I didn't reply your msg... Credit expired and I'm kinda not in the mood to top up.... Some I would call stranger sent me a sms, though I have a pretty decent guess who it was... Jie, izit you??? haha... If its you, pls comment on this post... 

In the midst of all the excitement and festivities, I was and still suffering from a sore throat and coughs... I now have a sexy voice... haha... Hopefully with the aid of cough syrup I'll be rid of this momentary health issue... Now, I'm going back to face the storm up ahead... Yeah, going back to Puncak Alam... sigh... It's really tiring coming back for few days and go back... So, I'll be staying there till my finals are over, sorry peeps... Gonna be unavailable for almost 2 months... All preparations done, mentality refurbished, will renewed and full throttle forward... 

So, till next time...

Sorry for the long gap between posts...

Expect more~~

~~tata~~ 

Day and day and day...

Everyday at the crack of dawn
when everyone still deeply asleep
on the ever so comfy bed
spoiled by distant soft, hopeful hands
coolness personified by the thick mist
blanketing the mountains
morning tears start to drop 
pairs of couple bird chirps
signalling the start of a fine day


Morning like this
makes you think
of what matters and what not
the future and the past
the beginning and the end
of everything that existed


Morning like this
make us think

Childhood Memories...

I'm sure that many of us lived an excellent childhood... If not we won't be this cheerful... Smiles won't be as glittering... Attitude won't be as sunny... We won't be boring... In short your childhood really defines what you are now... Something to remember when we have our own kids later on in life...

But what, really makes an ideal childhood for anyone? Well, in general I think that love from your kin, memories with closest friends and something that we can cling onto, something to remember to bring ourselves back from the ash when we fall... Something to make us cry just by remembering that blissful memories... For me since I was born in the years of when great animation movies had just started its legacy, movies really impact my life... On particular the Toys Story franchise which just launched its last movie few months back... Look, it came out when I was 3 and ended ( I hope so )  when I'm 18... There you go, basically my whole childhood... I grew up knowing these characters; Woody, Buzz, Jessie, Bullseye, Mr and Mrs Potato Head, Slinky Dog and my personal favourite Etch the Etch-A-Sketch magic screen... Really, I could go on with the characters but its unnecessary because all of you know it too... 

I don't really know why I like this movie so much but I guess you don't need to have answers for everything... If you like it, you like it... If you don't you don't... Simple... 

The first movie though the one responsible for hooking me to this movie nonetheless is not my favourite one... The last one is as I believe others' favourite as well... Really, if you haven't watch it yet go and watch it now... And if you've watched it, watch it again... haha... It's that good and add up with the genius of Randy Newman composing the catchiest song in any Pixar movies, "You've Got a Friend in Me"... Really one of the best music I've heard in my whole life... Just lifts you out of your daily dilemmas... Talking about the overall plot, it really is not hard to understand thanks to epic story telling... Just by sitting there and not have to think much you can basically plunge into the movie itself because its so easy to understand...

Now, the last movie... Its the best as I said just now, being the highest grossing movie for 2010 globally... Just goes to add how good this movie is... This last movie really marks the end of the movie with Andy going to college and have to give up being kid ( not play with toys anymore ) which he didn't do for quite some time... Nevertheless, through all that neglect the toys still look at Andy as their rightful owner... Bla bla bla... Other than that, go watch yourself... But the last part probably the best and the saddest part of the movie... The part where Andy went to Bonnie's house to give away his toys... Add up with sad music, it just makes your eyes water and maybe cry...  All that tension and it ends up just like that... Simplicity really is the best policy... 

 

 sigh...    

To sum it up, this is an EPIC movie... I think I'm gonna watch it again... Need to buy the Bluray version... haha... 

So there you go... Part of my childhood... Sure we may have different things in mind when childhood come in thought... Whatever it may be, if its something that is dear to you I believe we should hold on to it no matter what other people might say... After all, a perspective is as strong as the believers wants it... 

till next time... cherish your childhood...

~tata~

Unusual day...

Today has been an unusual day for me... First, I start the morning, chocked by the thick mist shrouding the college area... Really is something different because it has never been this thick... So thick that I mistook it as fog... Don't believe me?? Take a look yourself... Now you believe it? haha

Almost looks like Genting Highlands... haha... Feels like it too... With the drizzling rain gently patting our back... ~~NICE~~

Too bad it doesn't last long... Few hours and its gone... Sad... Then, everything went downhill... I felt tired so fast, by 12 I was beaten... By 4 I was barely awake in the lecture hall... I just don't know whats currently going on with my body... Maybe my biological clock is setting itself back after constant sleep-at-4 o'clock during the sem break... Hmmm... Hopefully it sets back fast because I don't have the luxury of sleeping during lecture every 20 minutes anymore... 

Then, today I skipped lunch because I had morning tea... So, I went ahead and finish my math tutorial which is due to next week... Unusual... haha... I never finish my tutorials during the weekdays and I mean NEVER!!!! haha... Maybe because in my mind I would like to turn over a new leaf and it seems to be working fine with me... Maybe you guys should consider this option once in awhile... Refresh... If things stay the same all the time, It would be bring and we will feel, well, bored... So, keep things fresh... Change... haha

Lastly, I overindulge myself on tonight's dinner... The thing is, I don't eat much when I'm studying... You know, to avoid feeling drowsy... But tonight seems different... So, melantak la... haha... Friends, only bad things come from gluttony... Nothing good can be extracted from it... You waste money, and in my case I feel bloated for hours... During the Maghrib prayer, I was having difficulty breathing right because I was holding myself from expelling the things I ingested... haha... 

Miraculously, I'm still awake... Just finish my chemistry tutorial (almost)... hehe... Thats 2 tutorials done in one day!!! CEKAP!! haha... Such an unusual day... Totally... 

Ok then, nothing more to write... 

~tata~

Thanks friend...

So, first sem is of the past... A full pot of happy, sad, tension, guilt and experience... Bonds made, strengthen and never broken... Though some have left the mutual feelings of respect and friendship can never be bounded by mere kilometers or miles... Friendship extends beyond distance and even time... The time we spent with the group though just a brief period means a lot to me and now that you are taking a different route to pursue your ambition, the usual gang seems somewhat crippled... No more singing out of the blue, I have to say the thing that I surely will miss the most later in time... Lame jokes that ended up making us laugh still... Cheesy choice of words never seems to fail to brand yourself apart from others... Weird and sometimes scary activities that you do with multiple Facebook account... haha... You're unique... One of my best friends and I bid you well, all the best and give your best... Uzair Azman, may Allah bless your journey and make you the best man you can... 

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After having to face it more than 10 times over 3 stages and a full decade it is still and remained still... Sure its easy in the place but it gets tougher and tougher...  Guess something never change... You get tired and the fatigue just grows exponentially as time proceeds... Burning the midnight oil is the usual habit when facing this kind of annual ordeal... Sometimes, the oil just runs out and you'll go blank which is the worst case scenario.... 

Have you guessed it?? Yup, final exams... Been stuck and nailed to my chair for more than 3 hours now, taken care off 2 and a half chapters ( hopefully ) and I'm running out of fuel!!!! OHH NOOO!!!! And to make it worst, the mart has already closed meaning I can't replenish my MP... urgh, should have bought something this evening... Regretting the fact that I was being stingy to myself... Yeah, TO MYSELF!!! I MEAN WHO DO THAT TO THEMSELVES???!!! Feel like shouting to the dark cold night... I'm sure the darkness won't be mad at me for doing so... Yeah, maybe I'll do just that... 

*you can ignore this... overwhelming stress...

'Lazy' me : Tomorrow is Sunday... Yay!! What should I do then??? Hmmm... Study... Nooo!!!! Damn... Its Sunday and I have to study?? sigh... 

'In the right mind' me : Its ok... Just a little bit longer... Plus you are doing this to achieve your ambition... You've gone too far to back off now... If you do, what will your parents feel about it and more importantly what will YOU feel once you realize that It was the wrong thing to do, quitting half way??? Do you even want to feel that bad feeling in your gut??? I sure don't...

'Now ok' me : Yeah, I should follow the second 'me'... OH YEAH!!!! 2 more chapters to go... COME ON!!!!

*real life monologue of mine... lol

till next time...

~tata~